Qar'neh Ayelet haShachar
Title: Dawn Star
Gender: Male
Age: Ageless
Sun Sign: Pisces
Chinese Sign: Metal Rat
Location: Minneapolis, MN
About Me:
I am just like you:
I am haShem creating haShem, created by haShem.
I am a neuron in Gaia's awakening Earthmind.
I am a DNA Tetragrammaton.
I am a drop in a mighty river rushing wetmad to the sea.
In 2006 I faced death from a previously undetected heart condition. This was a beautiful gift from my holy guardian angel.
I am crossing a tightrope across the Abyss, and sometimes I feel afraid.
I'm a father & husband blessed with a fantastic family. I'm a published author of fiction & poetry. I have a day job in an office.
Under my “real” name I'm a fairly well-known computer security expert and author. Qar'neh Ayelet haShachar is the spiritual name I received in 1990 from the rabbi of Temple Solomon. In Hebrew it means “ray of the morning star”. It also has some interesting Gematria.
I sometimes wonder if consciousness creates matter, or matter creates consciousness. Then I empty my mind and realize the answer is Neither.
Inner School contact doesn't always work exactly the way you might think. In 2002 I was given exactly one word: “Sedona”. That word changed my life.
Since then I've begun the Work of the Red Lion but I confess that much above Grade 5=6 is still outside my comfort zone. No-thing-ness is harder to embrace than Oneness. Ram Dass said “Enlightmenment is the biggest disappointment your ego willl ever face.”
Oh, and I also eat chocolate ice cream twice a week and watch American Idol with my teenage daughter. :=)
Shalom, Qar'neh
Member Since: Friday, April 13 2007
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Things Qar'neh Loves
Goals
- I want to live in the desert.
- Imminentize the Eschaton.







